I hope you hurt as much as I do
My drug of choice is restlessly bettering myself because I deserve it
I can do better without you
I am better without you
The feeling of uneven love lingers in my skin like a phantom limb
Of everything I used to be
Everything I used to know
I wish I could claw it out
Scratch
Bleed
Scar
To get you out
But the antidote isn’t my own pain
No
My antidote is fostering my well being
Treating the ghost of my past self
And nursing her back with love
Nurturing her with an ear to wail to for her misfortunes
You will dissipate into my memory
The thought of you will become oil to water
You are not and never will be compatible with my being again
I will never let you control my currents again
Your victim pledge to life taught me everything to not be
I am not the moon to your sun anymore
I am the moon to the waves of my mind
I dictate and control the motion of my existence
My water is still and strong and frozen over
You will never penetrate my soul again
Sadie's Solace Inked 